Nuttin, nada

One week has passed while I started with hormones.

First the pills were just laying there. I never doubted that I really want this, but it is such a life changing decision that you surely have some thoughts going trough your mind. I did worry. How will it work, will it even work? Will it have negative side effects?

So far.. nothing, nada. When you read online about hormones you read drastic side effects. Everything changes, almost instantly! Like a magic pill but a little different. Maybe there are changes but how do I know whether my emotions are acting up, or if the HRT is doing some work?

The only real noticeable point is that I feel calmer. That constant stressful feeling in my stomach seems to have mostly disappeared and now I got moments where I can really just relax. Honestly, I never could do that.

All with all, of course only a week has passed but so far I feel little to nothing. If someone had given me hormones in secret, I wouldn't even have known.

Alright! One week has passed! The full results are usually there around two years. Patience.. patience..