I look at old photo's and I see my old me. I have changed. I see that, others see that. My posture has changed, my expression, my mood, everything.
Nowadays I noticed I draw the attention in a different way. People look at me and often don't know what I am. Sometimes this is funny, at other moments it can be frustrating.
I think I am attracted to men, but I am not even sure yet. But straight men, who eventually want to see me for who I am still see me as a guy while gay and bi men see me as a woman. At the moment there is no place at either for me.
Guess I will just see it as a compliment.
