When you talk with other transgenders it often goes about when someone goes full-time, you have a guy mode and a girl mode and depending on the situation you can be either.
Like as for me, I could say I had a guy mode, and am now in girl mode. To me it feels as if I am playing a videogame to call it as such and honestly never seen it like that. I always have been myself and just instead of standing, acting and talking as how I thought I had do, to be accepted. I let my body take over and decide what feels natural.
Eventually I noticed that small things would make the differ wither people would see me as a woman, or a man. Nail polish, certain clothes and some make-up already does the trick.
Hair length clearly does a big part of it to be seen as a woman. I wear skinny jeans now and different kind of clothes. T-shirts with a feminine cut. Before I knew it my 'guy mode' turned into 'girl mode'.
I do see a lot of transgenders who seem to wear clothes to be pass-able. Trans men wearing awfully baggy clothes as if there is no one left in it and trans women wearing bright red lipstick with high heels. It doesn't help you to get trough. If anything you will only draw attention and be picked on.
Pass-able, pass-ability, whatever. In the end it isn't all that important. I do just want to be accepted, be myself and stop being annoyed by shallow minded people.
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